LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao
There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Monday, December 10, 2012, 10:17:00 PM
Yes, you.
I can't afford to make the same mistake again. I know if I kept seeing you, the ending will still be the same and I will be broken once more.Don't ask me why. I asked myself this question countless times. I don't have an answer.
Maybe you are too good. Maybe this is not what is meant to be. Maybe this is a new beginning. Or maybe at the end of the day, it won't matter.
Too many maybes, too much hurt. I give up.
I am tired, sick of this life, where I keep failing, getting disappointed, and hurt. I might look otherwise on the outside, but deep within me, its never the case.
Sorry, really, I am sorry.
People do change. Been a few months since I met my other friends, I am amazed at how different you look now. You no longer look like whom you were. The trusty friend, the 'we can talk all day' type of companion, you are gone. You dress like some young naive girl now, I don't know what happened, but I do certainly hope that you know what you are doing.
I learnt many things these days. Or maybe you cannot use the word learn, maybe the word 'observed' is a better replacement.
We all say and thrive to be different. But what I can assure you is, at the end of the day, we are all the same.
P.S. To those whom you think you know me, I certainly hope you do.