LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao
There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Monday, December 17, 2012, 9:26:00 PM
Change
Yeah. Change. That is what I am going to do. Though that's what I always say.I need to open up myself. Stop trying to salvage what is impossible and move on.
3 years. And this time I tell myself, this 3 years need to be worth it. I give myself 3 years to catch up to all these rat races. 3 years. 1095 days.
One day, I will wake up and tell myself its all worth it. All these decisions that I made, all these people that thought I could not make it, one fine day, I am going to do it.
Forget the past and embrace the future. Things will change for the better only if I believe in it. I should not dwell on the past but to welcome all changes to my life from now onwards.
Transition was long over. I am accepting this new job of mine, this new lifestyle, new people. The painful past have to go in order to make space for the future.
I am not happy with myself now, I lived with this. But one day all these got to change, it will not happen overnight. Everyday something changes, and at the end of the day I will see a difference.
I stopped believing what others tell me, I believe you should trust yourself more than others.
Of course, I need a plan. No matter what happens, at the end of this 3 years, two things need to change. Two.
I am not asking for the world for myself, just two.
1.) Qualification
2.) Weight
Not hard, its not easy either.
Till date, I have absolutely no idea on how to achieve it. I need a plan. But I shall do it.
Been raining a lot lately, gloomy weather. But I had enough, enough is enough. Enough of bullshit, enough of stupidity. Enough.
I don't want to start any drama, thus I choose to leave. Please do understand, and also, wish for my happiness.
P.S. It is time to welcome new people to my life.