LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao

There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Thursday, November 3, 2011, 8:54:00 PM
Glare

I don't know what the fuck am I fighting for.

I am tired. All these didn't pay off. I don't know where I stand now. All I want to do is to just make sure nothing else screws up now. That includes my exams and my work.

If I say that I got over it, I'm lying. I am trying to avoid you as much as I can. I'm never angry with you. But I am simply disappointed about myself. I thought I became better. But seems like I'm just living in my own small world.

Maybe we are not meant to be together. This is what I keep reminding myself. The problem is with the timing, not with me, nor is it with you.

Seems like I'm not even worth the time now. But all I want is someone to let me know that she's there for me. Well I guess I'm immaterial.

I tell myself I need to work hard, but I just can't seem to do it. I don't know why. I need to really start to buck up. Things are starting to turn sour and I am not ready for a lot of things

p.s. I need to wake the fuck up.