LEAVING YESTERDAY
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Wenyao
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Monday, October 10, 2011, 8:28:00 AM
Trust
Time flies. It really does. Sometimes I look back and think about what I'd done for the week. And I suddenly realize it's Friday again.And did I mention that she drives me crazy? Gosh. I don't know what she really wants now. I've been guessing all the while. Do you need time? If you really do, I'll be patient. But if I'm just some contingency plan, please do not waste my time. Time is running out for me. Well, I do understand that sometimes things do not go as what we really want. But I know you know what you want. I can give you the benefit of doubt. But at the end of the day, will there be any happy ending? Sometimes I do get tired. But if you drop a hint, I swear I'll be determined. There are so many things that I can't do now. I know things are complicated and you are also not sleeping well these days. But I want you to know that if you need someone, I'll be there I got sick and tired of making everyone happy. I guess I'll place my bet and yes I believe it's on you. The result does not matter to me now. Well, even if I lose this bet, I guess I have to move on. Many times I told myself that I don't really like you, I realize that I'm lying to myself. I will tend to look over the tables to just peek at how you are doing. Sometimes I wish this was a crush. That I will wake up and move on. But oh well~~ I hate myself. I hate this feeling. Every single time I felt like I want to give up, fate seems to hold me back and tells me that we are meant for each other. p.s. Hope this ends soon |