LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao

There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Monday, September 12, 2011, 9:02:00 PM
Twilight

Well, what is ever good enough? I don't know anymore.

My mind is burning. A lot of questions, and even more confusions. I have no freaking idea what I am facing.

Things are changing, but for the better? I don't really know. Who can tell me?

What's the problem now?

My determining is dwindling and I seem to have lost faith in what I used to be determined about.

I don't know what I want, nor I have any slight idea on what you want. There are so many things that have no answer. And so, what should I do?

I need directions, but who is confident enough to guide me?

I can't seem to put my past behind me. All these things that I am forcing myself to commit, I don't know how long more I can last. I ain't as awesome as what you all think I'm. But all I can say is I tried.

Will I ever be able to make it?

All the faith and hope that's infused into me, will that materialize and grow into success?

Stress is inevitable. But we have a choice on how we handle it.

And will I get what I deserve?

Sometimes all I need is a chance.

One. Fucking. Chance. To. Make. It.

Why don't I get it?

p.s. I can be there, but will you be there?

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