LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao
There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Wednesday, August 3, 2011, 8:17:00 AM
Blight
Life slowed down to an acceptable pace. The massive changes had come to an halt. But the adaptation to these changes ain't easy. Every time I hit the gym and lose those guilt taken in during the day, I ask myself why don't I just take in lesser calories? I didn't. Maybe I should really inflict some discipline into my life.
Lifting those irons ain't an easy task. Every single time I push the barbell, I asked myself for the reason why am I doing this to myself. Gosh, I have no damn idea.
I will go home a dying zombie. Lie on my bed and immediately fall asleep. That's not the end of the story.
The following morning will be a nightmare. Sometimes I get awakened by the cramps in my body in the middle of the night. I look into the skies and pondered over what really happened.
Will this goal finally be reached? Or am I just trying to fool myself? I'm starting to have doubts on this.
The other thing that made me upset was the fact that people actually forgot about what they said. You said I didn't commit enough. And so I waited. And waited and waited. Time passed, and I hear nothing from you. And the next thing I know was that you already forgot about what you had said.
I ain't going to stir up a storm or something. But I'm disappointed. Of all the time I wasted and opportunities lost.
Those happy times together. They seem to fade into the shadows.
Maybe this is how important this is to you. But all I can say is, I am indeed very upset over this.
p.s Every morning I wake up, I have a choice.
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