LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao
There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Friday, June 3, 2011, 9:52:00 AM
Scorned
It's finally Friday. So after 4 long days of yearning for today, what's next? Tomorrow is Saturday and there will be a Sunday. Then Monday will repeat itself again. Firstly, I don't mind if anyone takes me as a back up plan or 2nd choice. Because, I think that at least you are a choice. At least you are still sure that you pretty exist in this world.
I have 2 movie tickets for X-Men First Class tomorrow. I don't know if I should blame the tickets or myself. Why would I say that?
One, I couldn't get anyone to watch it with me. I don't really know if I should be angry with the ticket for making me look like a fool or should I be looking into the problem with me. I don't know.
I don't have a lot of friends. I know that. At times, I just feel like just dumping the tickets away. At least I won't have to eat as much lemons as I did.
Seriously, I am also not really into movies.
Well, I tried to change and change and change. But many things didn't follow suit. I thought I was better, seems like, I think too highly about myself. When the actual fact and my mind don't tally, something must be wrong. But what is? I need more reasons, more truths, more knowledge.
Secondly, Andrew is right. I thought over what he said last night on my way home. I'm taking back everything. What's with the extra effort that you commit to? There's no appreciation nor any gratitude. As time goes by, people just take you for granted. At the end of the day, I'm still left alone with no energy nor faith. All these time, money, effort. They are so wasted now. I have no idea what else can I do with them. But I'll figure it out.
I have so much things to write but I am working right now. Typing on my phone for 45 mins is gonna cause me some serious problems. Well, I suppose I'll write when I get home or after lunch.
p.s. All that I wrote yesterday, I'm taking them back
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