I hate crossroads. All that you had done and said, pity? Or just simply, friendship?

You make me so confused. We are at an important transition period of our lives.

I read something that made me real disappointed with myself. I don't know whats my stand anymore.

I know you are affected by what I said or write. But where else can I speak my mind?

I don't know anymore. I can't sleep well these days. I feel like I am dying. So, in the end, where do I stand?

I have no idea what this will turn out. I fear for the negative results though. What do you think?

My skies are dark and gloomy, the waters are rough. I need the belief and strength to do this.

I am not someone borne with a natural advantage compared to the rest. I tried to be someone better, or rather to be your 'One'. I guess it didn't work out.

I am dead disappointed with myself. All that you said keeps crashing back into my mind again and again.

I need to calm down, to stay away from this for a while. At least till I straightened out what my belief is.

Those lyrics, they make me guilty so bad. To a certain extent, I was selfish. All that I'd done, there was actually something behind my mind.

I tell myself that all these are frauds. I tell myself that one day, I will wake up and think of how silly I am now. I tell myself that this is my side of the story and it will not work. I can tell myself thousands of reasons, but you never fail to triumph back into my mind.

Maybe time will fade you out one day. All these is gonna end soon. I suppose...