LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao
There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Tuesday, May 17, 2011, 11:37:00 PM
Deceit
And there goes another sunset, another 24 hours that will never ever come back. I have a new colleague, I can't remember her name though. She is 47 years old. Gosh, I am so affiliated with this older generation workforce. I can't be bothered to mix with her today, was too busy messaging and talking to people. I think I am boring. I have nothing interesting, really nothing. I realise it has nothing to do with whether you have a life or you don't. I am that boring.
I have nothing in mind to write today. I am just as disappointed as yesterday.
Maybe the affection was not real, or maybe, time just made things seem a little blur. Perhaps someday, I will come up with the truth.
As of now, I will just grind in silence. I shall await the fate that keeps missing me. I need to get numb of this feeling, this very feeling of being hanging on a thread..
p.s. i will be dead patient this time.