LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao

There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Tuesday, May 24, 2011, 10:23:00 AM
At work

So what about now? What is this about?

I have no idea. I suppose I should wait for the greener pastures awaiting me soon.

I am so confused right now. So what do you think? I suppose the chances are very slim.

After all these, I don't even know if this feeling is the right one? Like what a lyrics mentioned:

这是友情，还是错过的爱情?

I wish I knew the answer. I suppose I don't. I don't think you will ever read this but I really need a place to breathe. I'm gasping for air now.

I am not even sure about this myself. It's like standing on very thin ice. One wrong step and everything is over.

I only hope I play my cards right. We are all facing a period of uncertainly in the near future. I don't want to take risk. But what does my heart think? I don't know. And I don't want to probe any further.

I'll just remain as who I am now.

While I was at gym yesterday, I asked myself what is this for.

The thing is you came into my mind. That's the last thing that I hope will happened. And I don't deny that. All that I had done, were they really for myself?

Or am I influenced by... ...

I tell myself this is about fate. But is it really about fate? So I leave my life to this random thing that works all the time on tv and in movies. Do I really have a say? Do I have to crave my own path? Or is everything predestined.

You tell me.


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Who is gonna give me belief? Answer me please.

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