LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao

There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Sunday, May 10, 2009, 11:52:00 PM
Sunday

Another Day


sometimes i wonder, what do i really want? sometimes i want my life to be this way sometimes another.. its sunday.. my tutorials are only half done.. but fuck that... ill do it before i go class anyway..


didnt do anything today really.. i thought about the people around me.. i understand that everyone has their own thinking and such.. i dont mind that people keep things from me.. coz i believe that they must have their own reasons in doing it.. maybe they cant be bothered or its for my good.. i understand..


but what i dont understand is, why some people like to lie? and its lying over ridiculous things that really made me pissed.. i rather you keep everything to yourself than to lie to me.. i hate people who lie to me.. especially friends.. sometimes i take it so hard that it compromises the friendship.. but whatever..


tml is monday, the day next is tues.. and so on and so forth.. time will go on.. no matter who is around me, no matter who is beside me.. i will lead my own life now.. today is mothers day, i went out with my mum and dad to eat.. nothing much, juz some hawker stall that my mum loves.. of course, i footed the bill.. a small price to pay for all that she has done for me.. i know i can never do enough to repay her..


its my life that i owe her.. it cant be measured in $ or quantity.. i swear that i will take good care of my mum in the future..
looking at the situation now, some decision that i made before sch re-opens.. do i want this? i dont know.. but im quite sure that im having a better time now..


i almost lost my cool in last week's lesson.. i hate people who dun think before they talk.. they think so big of themselves and all others are inferior.. hey dude, u are in no position to talk at times..


sometimes i ponder, i've been through so much.. and still.. sometimes i feel that im still so dumb and stupid.. why cant i think properly? why dont i have foresight? is life really about regrets? i hope time stops and allows me to just lie on my bed and clear all these questions..