LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao

There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009, 11:34:00 PM
A Big Swimmer That Doesn't Go Near The Ocean

Slack Day


Today is the first day of the new semester that i did not do my tutorial before i went to class. It was a biz law tutorial.. i didn't do it coz the lecturer didn't really finish the lecture.. but, i know inside me that that was not the main reason for why i didn't attempt to complete it..


what happened to the vouch i made to myself when school reopen? why cant i follow it? im really disappointed in myself.. i hope such thing will never happen again.. i really need some time to figure it out.


time has been passing at an extremely sonic speed.. in an blink of an eye, its already the 5th week.. small tests are coming up.. prepare? i don't know.. i intend to re-do all the tutorials again.. hopefully it helps.. friday is my cost accounting test.. and im still confused over the stupid costs..


dota didnt help me.. and it wont help me..


my head is filled with questions.. questions of all kind, with friends, sch work, family.. even financially.. i really think i need to solve them one by one soon.. hopefully i can handle this.. i missed a lot of checkpoints in my life.. and every step that i take now, i hope i really know what im doing and i wont regret this..


sometimes, i wonder what people think about me.. but these days, i seem not so concerned anymore.. maybe its the mentality.. or perhaps its the changes around me..
one last thing is that i need to start to sleep early.. sleeping during lectures is dumb and stupid.. i think i will just buy more fisherman's friend to lectures..


have gym tml with jiahua again.. =)


looking forward to the day when i can go to the beach. thats the only thing motivating me to pushing the 40kg bench press. hope that day would be the twist in my life.. a twist for the better and brighter route..