LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao

There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Thursday, April 2, 2009, 10:29:00 PM
Persistance

Gloomy Day


The only way to achieve consistency is through persistance.. but how long can a person persist? forever? life had been hard these few days.. i have half a mind to quit my job.. its boring.. i spend most of the day trying to read Twilight series or read the straits times..



ok.. im pissed with this bday shit.. whats the big problem? im sick of just paying around for others wishes.. its dumb and stupid.. its not even sincere.. and now im getting blamed for being the devil.. wtf.. i dont understand.. fk it.. it doesnt make sense to me.. and its not like things equalize..


i hate blames.. whats the point? theres a problem, we should find a way to solve the problem, not blame others so that the problem get fucking snowballed and in the end everyone is unhappy.. i hate it when others blame me for whatever that is not my fault.. so not having badminton game is my fault? ok then, ur can go ahead without me.. whats the big deal? need rackets? just send me a sms, i will bring it to your if the time is right..


and yes im pissed off now.. i have work tml and i juz came back from the gym.. and now im the devil...yeah yeah i know, its my choice to do these.. but i just wanna say that im tired. and i dont have time and energy for all these bullshit.. so much for the talking.. if this is what ur want, im fine with it.. go ahead.. u guys dont need me in anything.. im fine by my own.. not like i wasnt in the past 2 years... i swear i wont regret this..