LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao

There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Sunday, April 5, 2009, 12:27:00 AM
Tell Me I Was Wrong.

Hot Day


damn, today is freaking hot i swear.. i dont know why.. i had like 5 showers and im still on fire.. crazy weather.. today is a stay home day.. with most of my time in front of my computer fighting the scourge.. didnt want to go out in this stupid weather.. no one is free anyway..



sch is starting soon.. this holiday i didnt do much.. probably just wasted it away.. im not at all satisfied with my life now.. i dont know how to make it better.. and if i aint gonna do anything to change this.. i know im gonna regret.. and thats the last thing i wanna do..



looking back on the things i've done, i was so dumb.. so stupid.. so much time and money on things/people that were not worth the time.. so now, i decided to be more selfish.. more to myself.. as i said, life couldn't be much worse than this.. how come things turn even more bad? its 12am.. i cant slp.. i tried just now.. couldnt shut my eyes, so on-ed my laptop to rant here again.. tml is a long day i suppose.. i wanna do a lot of things tml.. i also wanna decide on my gem tml.. hmm.. anyone wanna go gem together??? whichever i dont care.. just dont wanna go alone..


sometimes in life, we need to know what we wanna do and where we wanna go.. get our mission right and just plan on it.. sounds simple.. but there are million stones on this path that will trip you and fall down.. hopefully, u find some friends who will pull you back and give u strength.. of course, there are also people who stands there and laugh at the fallen you.. if u think these people are the worst, think again.. there are some who even wanna put more stones to ensure that u fall down.. these people are the deadiest.. they dont take the neutral stand.. they want you to die.. not like if u are dead, they can earn more or be more successful.. sometimes, these people just trip you to make fun out of it.. this is something i dont understand..


a lot of things in the world doesnt make sense to me.. i dont know if im stupid or im just too dumb to understand certain logic behind things.. maybe its just me.. or maybe its my thinking.. or maybe, its retribution..