LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao

There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009, 10:19:00 PM
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these few days had been terrible.. stupid weather is making me sweat like an idiot.. but what to do? haiz.. sch was also not that good.. i cant understand a single shit from lectures.. man.. i dont know how am i suppose to understand the harder concepts.. thats not the worst, i tried reading the textbook today.. and it was like wtf.. it made everything go mad.. now i dont understand tons of thing.. i think i better go and start reading bah..



i uninstalled warcraft from my computer today.. again.. time to start cutting down on time wasting le bah.. sometimes i wonder why i like to play dota so much.. lose liao i very sad, win liao also like that.. den every game is 1 hr.. how many of such 1 hr do i have?


tons of things are in my head right now.. i know i cannot continue my life in this way le.. im not young anymore.. i have to set my priorities le.. well.. i have tons to do.. im comtemplating ACCA in july.. i still have unfinished bike classes.. im planning to join a CCA... probably to know more people.. and my usual classes.. i dont have energy or time to think of any other things.. yeah and 1 more thing, im planning to start driving lessons once i get my bike..


ACCA is 1 thing that i want to start.. but its 4day per week and its from 6-10.. not that i am scared of me being tired.. i actually want to stretch my limit.. know where i can go.. lets say its mondays to thursdays.. i still have classes in the morning.. so it will be quite stressful on myside.. but im willing to try this out.. but i want to slot in gym sessions, driving lessons.. this would be tough.. let alone CCA.. i dont know if i can do it all.. maybe i sound like im super guai lan or confident.. but i dont have any confidence in myself doing these things.. but i know i have to start.. time is never on my side.. i dont have any to waste.. i dont want to grow up and end up with nothing..


this year will be a busy year for me.. im also aiming to go for mensa in this year.. well, everything is still in the process of planning.. talk's cheap.. so i should really go write down my timetable.. i aim to make myself tired and worn out.. i want to make myself so busy that i dont have time for other stuff..


with all these things stirring in my mind, i cant actually slp well these days.. with the grping shit again in my head, i sure have tons of things to think about.. life is never easy.. and it will never be..


and for those people who think im childish or petty, i dont really care what you think.. i have my stand and i will stand by it.. i will now believe in myself and do what it takes.. i dont care about how you look at me.. u can have ur comments for all you like.. im gonna stay as what im..