LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao

There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009, 9:56:00 PM
A Twist In My Holidays

Work Day


work started this morning.. hmm.. something cool about it is: the location of my workplace is within walking distance from my house.. haha.. save up on transport.. its like a 30min walk from my house.. TCGS Pte Ltd.. its some cardboard packaging MNC..


my day started at 6am.. woke up to prepare myself.. i didn't want to be late on the first day of work.. and due to me not knowing the place, i decided to go out extra early to explore around.. well.. work started at 8am.. my superior is Mdm Jenise.. man, shes damn kind and good sia..


she scared i cui den she spend the whole morning beside me.. everything she want to help me.. even like stamp newspaper she say must do this way that way.. -.- like i dunno like that loh.. haha.. but i know she wanted me to do things the right way.. well.. i think im the only male receptionist around.. everyone who walks by me ask if im the receptionist.. i was like.. ... ... if not why would i be sitting here.. work was slack.. so slack that i told Jenise to gimme something else to do.. haha.. i think she must thought im crazy..


so in the end, im not the receptionist.. im the postman, pager, data-entry, admin personnel, cleanner, coffee maker cum receptionist... and yeah i also did some of their accounts.. i dont know why, everytime i am left alone somewhere, i tend to think a lot.. and i tend to think about my past and somehow get to unhappy stuff.. so i decided that i should juz work my time away so that i wont think that much.. work keeps me occupied.. no.. work keeps my brain occupied..


i read the papers in the morning, and i came across this article.. it was writing about people magnets. it was from a HR personel.. he wrote: You must have your palms visible. When your palms are not visible, people tend not to trust you. Open communicators should avoid crossing their arms, legs or ankles, and keep their hands from covering their mouth. when there is a physical barrier between people, communication drops drastically. hmm..



i totally agree with this article. i will now try to talk with my hands visible. this will perhaps enable my lousy communication skills to improve...


these few days had been extraordinary.. i dont know if something had tripped my life or im just thinking too much.. things had been going on smoothly.. so smoothly that i smell rats.. i think i need to watch my back now..


sometimes i feel that im like a piece of leaf fallen from the tree, im no longer part of the greenery.. all left is wilt and loneliness..