LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao

There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Monday, March 30, 2009, 11:32:00 PM
Recovering

Cloudy Day


my fever has not subsided yet.. but i went to work anyway.. i couldnt catch a wink last night.. i was shivering till this morning.. yeah.. i told myself that i have to get up for work.. coz, i have to work hard.. this small illness should not be a stone in my life.. there are somethings in life that we need to prioritize.. we need to place different weightage on different incidents.. yeah, and if i am still able to walk, talk.. i should not be rotting at home.. rest is not mandatory.. i decided that this small hurdle is not an excuse for me to stop work..


went to work with panadol and plenty of water.. work was ok.. i told Jenise that i wasnt 100% fit.. she understood and kept checking on me now and then.. well.. shes really a nice superior to have...


im feeling much better now.. even though i still occasionally have a spinning head, i think i wont die this early.. i have to start my life now.. i have to do whats right for me.. all these years i was living in my dream, my own fantasy world.. i hope i wake up real soon from this nightmare and get back to the reality.. i dont wanna regret again..


money cannot buy everything, but without money, u cannot buy anything.. sounds so cliche but its true.. its also true that money cannot buy you happiness.. but u also cant be happy without money.. hmm.. i suppose i have to start planning my finances now..


hmm.. today i spoke with Jenise for quite a bit.. i asked her what type of person she thinks im.. her reply was: a careful person.. hmm.. i didnt know that im careful.. well, then she said that i could probably think of all the possible events that could happen in a scenario.. which i think its quite true.. in that case, im quite careful.. hmm so in conclusion, i think im a careful but forgetful person.. hmm.. if anyone has any comments on this, pls write <-- i really would like some constructive comments on this..