LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao

There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009, 12:07:00 AM
Dark Eternity

Boring Day


tuesday liao.. i think i give up finding job liao.. no news one.. from where also dun have.. i everyday spam that shit agent, everyday he tell me. no job on hand..-.= den my friend go other agent got job.. -.- lame right? stupid agent.. maybe ppl za bo, he give za bo job first.. but kinda think of it, if im him i also like that..


v sian loh, at home got world war.. my sis everyday quarrel with my mum.. dunno why.. women cannot coexist? sad sia.. i see them quarrel.. i also cannot join.. if i join i have to side either axis or allies.. how? stand on the fence loh.. stand on the fence economy stable.. maybe im a bad example la.. my sis follow me also cui..


since i repair my com until now, i have been playing dota.. sian loh.. i suck at it.. 44 games i only win 29.. lose 15.. haiz.. cmi.. maybe im not cut out for it.. maybe i should quit..


i dont know if im really like that.. why doesnt anyone understands me? i dont have anyone to talk my thoughts to.. i tried to talk to some, but those 'lol' 'zzz' replies are seriously making me feel retarded.. maybe im different la.. or maybe no one wanna listen to a loser one.. seriously hor, i think leh.. if i'm another person, will i talk to this wenyao? prolly not.. why? hmmm.. why would i talk to him? i believe that all actions need to come with benefits or advantages. maybe talking to me is juz a waste of time.. maybe.. or maybe its just me.. =S


anyway, i thought of what im gonna do for the rest of the week le.. tml is wed, mon wed fri sun is gym/run day.. so imma hit the gym tml.. thurs i gonna go to malaysia embassy to renounce my malaysian citizenship.. i have to get things done, so that i have 1 lesser thing to worry about.. i hope time pass faster.. i seriously hope to get old soon.. coz when u are old u dont need to worry about anything..


yeah a bit about myself, i hate cats.. as much as wilfrid do.. coz i believe cats are scheeming and cunning.. i always like dogs.. dogs are loyal and kind.. they are fun and fit.. maybe this is caused by too much cartoons in the past ba.. slyvester and tweety, tom and jerry.. lol.. cats are always evil..


tml to slp le.. hope things change for the better tml.. maybe, i will find someone who can talk to me.. maybe..