LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao

There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009, 11:09:00 PM
Another Day

Tues day


hmm.. holiday so long liao.. hmm.. no, no job yet.. everyday im pestering the stupid recruit express agent. everyday he gimme same excuses. spamming emails with my resume.. no replies.. eh.. cannot leh.. like that sure die de.. im tired le.. everyday play dota, watch tv, run, gym.. im sick of this life leh.. nid something to spice up my holidays.. dunno what.. i only know work is the best lo.. can know more ppl. can see more thing. can learn more thing.. haiz.. dunno why im like that..


ppl say recession u sching gd.. no nid scared.. study till recession over den gd life liao.. i agree la.. but sching also got holiday leh.. wan find work no work.. i remember last time is i choose work one.. so many offers. i can slowly pick and find.. now.. jialat la.. any work i also can la.. still got 1 1/2 months. cannot like that waste.. sometimes i wonder, really is i suay or theres no job out there..


today 1 day i play like 8hrs of dota.. pro a not? can stare at screen for so long.. lol.. mother see me also shake head.. i know i know.. last time i oso like that.. thats why a lvl cui.. i think i stop ler.. no more games le la.. but dun play can do wad? i dunno.. i really no idea..


that day my laptop motherboard overheat, i send for repair.. that few days i really wake up wait for night.. wa seh.. i tell u.. everyday stare at sky, tv.. will die de.. now i think i grow old i wan go old folks home. i dun wan everyday stay at home see tv, count clouds. at least go old folks home can make new friends. another thing is my psp cui liao.. cannot on. why? v simple


sunday i was playing my psp on my bed... den i play play play.. i think what im doing. lying on my bed playing psp.. i told myself : how much time i have? a lot to waste meh? how come i still here wasting my time playing stupid game? den i pek chek.. i throw my psp onto the floor.. hmm.. R.I.P =)


i nvr regret doing that.. i also didnt bother to see if it can be repaired.. its now in my drawer collecting dust, once again. =)


i tried to play maple that day.. cannot la.. play SO long only a few %.. jialat.. everything change until i cannot recognise. den i give up ler.. holidays really sucks.. everyday before i slp, i will brainstorm on what to do tml. everyday i didnt manage to think of what to do. jialat..


its 11.30pm now.. and i really dunno what to do.. maybe i'll wake up early tml to run.. but v sian one.. 1 person run.. so emo like that..


i dunno.. someone teach me what to do..