LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao

There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Friday, November 7, 2008, 11:19:00 PM
Awaken

First Day

the reason why i didnt write for so long is coz i wanna give myself a break.. i realise i need a break from this world bah.. seriously, i did not do anything this week.. though i didnt do anything, things do happen.. ugly, unpleasant.. yea.. shit does happens =X

i did not do any tutorials this week, nor listen to lectures attentively.. but now its over.. now i shall be like what i was.. tutorials are meant to be done.. lectures are meant for me to learn.. =P

yea firstly, on the groupings.. if i, in anyway, had brought some problems/ inconvience to anyone, i regret this and didnt plan this to happen.. i apologise sincerely, sorry..

another thing is, i really shouldnt go and tag others' blog.. coz i am so noob at it =X... created some trouble and made a fool out of myself..

thirdly, its about someone.. and i think that person know who he/she is.. all the talking u did, didnt show anything.. i am starting to think about us.. hey.. coz everything is about you, you and you.. u can think and say all you want.. but i am having second thoughts of what i said and promised.. after this recent incident, i dont know when to trust you anymore.. something cliche: trust is earned, not given..

today on the ride back home, i was thinking about friends.. ok.. thinking back of my 20 wasted years, is there someone that i will die for??? hmm.. yes there is.. there are people around me that i can empty my bank acc for; even without knowing the reason.. how many people can do that for me?? i dont know.. lets say one day i pass away, who can i entrust my family with?? or rather, who will take care of them? but if one day, one of my close friends pass away.. i wont hestitate to give part of my salary monthly to help them if theres a need.. these are friends that i can die for.. maybe i should call them brothers..

hmm, this weekend im gonna change my blogskin i think.. so, stay around for some changes! =P