LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao

There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008, 10:09:00 PM
WEdNesday

Crap Day

i think i really cannot make it.. too tired.. shouldnt went for bball today.. haiz.. cant even use my brain properly now.. after bball i went to gym.. cui sia... no energy..coz bball that time tired liao.. so.. wasted day...

started the day with cancelled class while i was in sch.. stupid dumb shit.. 2 hrs of slack.. wasted time wasted day.. talk cock around at KFC.. cannot lah.. i think i really got a problem communicating with my class ler.. like no common topic de.. dunno what to do.. everyday talk about games.. not sian meh????

today is really a sad day.. gems was kinda cui.. played some stupid english games.. i think i gonna fail the module liao.. i cant do them de.. still say wad mathematical puzzle and game.. all words loh.. wth.. nvm bah.. dun say this ler.. heng my grp still got fun ppl.. ok bah.. not so bad lah..

after gem i wanted to go home straight.. den i think about it.. what can i do at home? play? rot? slp? ALL WASTED TIME RIGHT? cannot liao.. my life dun have so much time for me to waste..

this whole holiday, i seriously wanted to change liao.. gym like 4x per week.. work.. find new friends.. read books.. BUT ALL THESE LIKE NO EFFECT.. today write a simple paragraph cui liao.. dunno how.. work out so much, didnt achieve what i wanted either.. read read read.. cui..dun wanna mention liao..

how come i am not borned to win?? losing sucks.. maybe i should get used to it bah.. take it as it is.. take things as they are.. leave everything to fate bah..

grpings are a headache.. i dunno if i can be compatible in the grp a not.. later i go in make everyone cham how? haiz.. dunno how bah.. try try..

i am starting to hate myself.. wad can i do??? yea.. winning dota with andrew they all issint anything to be proud of.. its a game.. a place where ppl forget what they are and hide in the virtual world.. so i win in the virtual world lah.. doesnt that makes me a loser in real life?? think again..... ..