LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao

There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008, 10:27:00 PM
Losing Focus

Normal Day

couldnt slp last night.. not even a wink.. stayed on my bed till 7am this morning.. a lot of things on my mind.. moments went through my mind.. i realise i was getting out of track.. these few days, i had been side tracking.. i really had being enjoying myself.. omg.. i forgot about the times when i fell down and regretted.. these week had been totally in waste.. i practically did nothing except play and stone..

i have to replan my time ler.. i realise i had been wasting a lot of time.. haven been gyming, working nor doing my hw.. i dunno where the time went to.. hais.. cui liao this time.. today i talk to my dad, he say i do wadever i want.. but i be responsible for it.. i thought over this for quite sometime.. my parents dont scold me ler.. anyway i so old liao.. cannot ownself think meh??? must ppl scold??? when my dad tells me something, means something is wrong de.. he dont like say these type of thing everyday.. yea, i realise i also play a lot these days.. tutorials are undone, lectures i also anyhow anyhow.. i dunno why i go sch also.. too much play ler..

eh, cannot liddat leh.. i told myself i cannot play liao... i must prove myself de.. i not cui guy.. if liddat go on, sure cannot make it.. last night, i remember the time i receive my a levels.. that time what did i say?? i told myself that this is the last time that i gonna lose.. no more losing for me.. no time to lose liao.. but now i going back to last time that cui time leh.. everyday also dunno do wad.. nvr make use of time.. how many 10 yrs i got?? cannot waste time liao.. yea.. from tml onwards i gonna change.. this time is change mentally..

i wanna plan 1 nice nice timetable for myself.. like what i said before, i dont live my life the way i want liao.. i cant.. coz the world doesnt permit u to do so... i have to live my life to suit others.. i guess thats the only way not to lose bah.. who doesnt like to play whole day and slp? but who allows u to do that??? yea.. tml after gem i gonna go home and draw out this time table..

another thing, i gonna stop gymming that often liao.. i decide to go for swimming.. i wanna swim like 2 times per week and gym 2 times per week.. but say easy lah, i dunno i have the determination to do a not.. i nid to get back to track lah..

and 1 more thing, i realise something.. that readers keep tag my blog, and i nvr go tag those blog that i read.. coz i dunno if they mind a not..

P.S. so if u dont mind, u can write --> so that i know.. thanks