LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao

There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Sunday, October 12, 2008, 11:00:00 PM
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Last Day

last day of my holidays ler.. tml offically sch start.. hmm.. no, i am not excited to sch.. i dont wanna continue wasting my days either.. i dunno what i want.. maybe thats why i cui bah.. my life seems aimless.. study also dunno for wad.. tml 8am class. econs and IDEAS.. dunno wtf IDEAS is.. but juz go loh.. see what is it about..

tml get back econs paper i guess.. cui liao.. i think i barely pass.. didnt really study at that time.. now regret ler.. that time got a lot of things in mind, cant concentrate... now everything is over ler.. i guess so..

today went shopping, cui... didnt buy much things.. dunno bah.. another wasted day i guess.. shopping issnt my forte i guess.. see how bah..

i dun think my life is controlled by me ler.. i dun do things that i wanna do.. i do coz i can get something out of it.. anyway who doesnt like to stay at home and rot and still wont die??? dunno bah.. i need to reflect on my doings ler.. nowadays change so much, haiz... yea that day met Eugene from 36th SCE de.. he now father liao.. wtf.. he same age as me.. he now PAPA leh.. wtf.. i ask him why?? he say accident loh.. go club with gf, den forget use protection.. 1 shot 1kill.. GG.. nothing wrong leh.. 20 yrs old start family, not that early also mah..

dunno bah, he found his aim in life.. and i am still here trying to win in the virtual world.. wad a loser i am.. i nid to wake up liao.. hopefully, 1 day i can write: WOKE UP.. hope that day wont be that far away..