LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao

There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Friday, October 24, 2008, 10:20:00 PM
Chrono Wish

Rainy Day

fridays are kinda boring coz of the 2 hr break.. i decided to try something new today.. go gym during the 2 hrs break.. well.. bad decision.. the gym was flooded with noobs.. hais.. all those ppl go there dunno do wad.. waste the space and my time.. wth.. so in the end, wasted 2hrs.. but i will still go on the fridays lah.. if not 2 hrs i see floor/ sky meh???

well.. after gym i met man,vivien they all at fc5.. nothing much, juz crapped the rest of the time.. lol. well i promised man this:

MAN, U SURE ARE THE MOST BUSYBODY GUY I HAVE EVER SEEN!

lol..
today went home after sch straight.. today i thought of the question again: do i need to care how others look at me? hmm.. i used to think that i dont need to care.. but now kinda think of it.. appearance matters.. why? coz u nid to look good in other's eyes.. so its kinda contradicting.. i dunno.. nid to analyze again..


why doesnt anyone gimme a chance? i dun know.. maybe i am not worth it.. or maybe i didnt do anything to deserve it.. i need to create the chance, it doesnt drop down from the sky.. i changed so much, yet nothing is going in my way.. dunno why sia.. i listened and did wad others told me.. but still, theres this gap between me and others.. i am really tired of all these thinkings and change.. i dont even have the strength to lie.. i hope i can forget everything, have no problems in my mind and take everything juz like when they come.. but i know i cant.. its the society, u dont keep up, u are the loser.. and i cant afford to lose.. i lost so much time.. too much..


i hope theres this chrono wave that can bring me back to time.. i really regret my past.. wasted too much time.. if theres a chance to go back, i promise i will really work hard.. even if the result is the same, at least i tried..


and i hope readers can write something >>> when ur read... and i will try to tag on ur blogs also de =) and also link up the blogs =D