LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao

There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Friday, September 19, 2008, 10:54:00 PM
Under The Moonlight

Another Day

today when i wake up, my mum tell me come home for dinner.. den i think.. today wad day ar?? den i realise today my sis bday.. omg.. dead.. nvr buy anything.. not like i have bought anything for her before lah.. but i dun wan to continue to cui what.. so must start.. in the end i go buy 1 pair of sneakers for her.. worth it =D..

went to work as usual.. nothing much.. juz bored.. so bored that me and Eileen started to send each other songs... lol.. quite ridiculous.. coz mid month most of the things are done liao.. all the debts are more or less collected.. all the accounts payable also paid, if not they are contraed liao.. so.. juz slack and collect money loh.. today got 1 guy come in buy thing the bill was like 1,100.. and he paid in $10 notes.. in the end i got SUCH A BIG PILE OF cash.. a big exaggerated but its true.. stupid lah.. pay with cheque will die ar? nvm.. i slowly count.. count 3x loh.. coz so much.. later 1 or 2 missing i pay with my pocket leh..

things didnt work out for me bah.. i realise i am still the old me.. no change.. should start to do something about it.. maybe i juz cant make the difference bah.. or maybe i am juz not up to it.. starting at the mirror.. no change.. no chance.. is it foolish of me to think that i can change?? a leopard can never change its spots leh..

these few days i keep waking up in the middle of the night.. not i am slping too much.. i dunno why.. juz will wake up at around 4am.. stare at the empty sky.. den try to slp.. but too much things on my mind.. maybe i juz cant make it on my own bah.. the world is changing endlessly, but i remain stagnant.. things are shifting so fast that u must catch up with it, if not u gonna be a failure.. wanna stop having so much things on my mind liao.. too heavy.. too tired.. sick and tired of all the thoughts and stress.. sometimes i juz need someone to hand me a knife..