LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao
There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Monday, September 15, 2008, 10:46:00 PM
Shattered Images
Rainy Day
Didnt write anything last night.. didnt feel like.. too much things on my mind.. too much time wasted.. too much.. i dunno how much more time i gonna waste.. the world is spinning as fast as i could blink my eye.. theres not much time left for me..
did nothing much yesterday, juz did some housework.. fed the fishes, cleaned the fish tank, washed my clothes.. mopped the floor and ironed my clothes..
today juz went to work.. chatted with Eileen and Si Fan.. usual stuff.. but i forgot to bring my timesheet to work.. sian.. means tml still have to go and hand in.. nothing much happened today.. super peaceful.. i think ladyboss change ler.. she know fierce no use de.. ppl juz leave loh.. it doesnt solve the problem.. she now becoming more patient and gentle..
no matter where i go, its always pouring all the same.. the raindrops are both perfect and painful.. juz like those memories.. those memories are like a sharp icicle plunging into my injured heart.. shattered.. i wonder when i can stand up.. even when the wound heals, the scar will be there.. it will be there forever... and ever...