LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao

There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Thursday, September 18, 2008, 10:33:00 PM
Sharing the Lavender Feeling

Another Day

Results were cui... i expected it.. i didnt study much for it.. it was what i deserved.. bo bian loh.. what to do? study next sem loh.. and i am not joking.. it wasnt good.. if u dun believe u can ask me i can tell you.. it was so far away from my target..


today went to NUH to get my urology report.. the doc say i alright.. no problems with my kidney.. so i guess no NKF for me.. ur dun nid donate to NKF liao.. they eat money de.. hmm.. i felt relieved bah.. after this kidney problem, i start to take care of my health ler.. if not haven 30 yrs old die liao.. bo hua..

after going hospital i went back sch to play bball with andrew, alan, ken, wilfrid.. nothing much bah.. juz play around loh.. hmm.. i went a bit rough today.. i had my reasons.. everytime ur say ppl dun wan play serious, what ppl give chance.. its how u play that determine how others play.. if u gonna relax relax shoot shoot, ppl also shoot shoot back.. den play for what? as well we shoot can liao right? i go rougher a bit ppl will play their standard de.. actually also not rougher, its using ur body mass only what.. i so fat.. go charge a bit ppl fly liao.. haha..

this is quite a good start.. wilfrid improve a lot ler.. esp in his defense.. wa... alan king of rebound.. rofl.. he under rim who dare come??? andrew fast loh.. but he skinny.. kena charge by me fly liao.. learn bah.. like that we can improve together.. everyday we juz shoot shoot.. after 3 yrs we still like that only.. wont meet any better standard de.. slowly.. ken also trying his best ler.. he try to chase ppl.. he keep in mind what ppl tell him. thats good.. slowly bah.. but surely..

i hope can play like that loh.. den all become better and better.. yeah i need a CCA liao.. i realise my social circle v small.. need know more ppl.. if not u got problem that time u cham liao.. maybe join some cca which is slack and dont need so much commitment de bah.. anyone wan can intro me..


Today during breakfast, i look at the 1/2 empty glass of water.. is it 1/2 empty or 1/2 filled??? i thought about thinking.. u can think of things in many ways.. juz like the glass.. u can think optimistically and feel that its 1/2 filled, u still have some in the glass.. or its 1/2 empty, its gonna finish??? dunno bah.. thinking in the right way is very important.. the extremes are always not realistic.. u keep think on the bright side of life.. den u will nvr learn any lessons.. if u keep say u gonna fail, u wont do anything to make urself better also..


i like to watch the moon and stars in the evening.. b4 its all dark.. u see the pink sky.. its so nice but it wont last.. i think gd things wont last bah.. ppl always remember the bad things.. u can do a million good deeds and ppl can only remember that only time u forgot to say thanks.. life's like that.. unfair de..