LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao
There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Saturday, September 13, 2008, 12:00:00 AM
My Motified Life
Unlucky Day
today really suay.. why leh? coz my a/cs cant tally.. omg.. cui liao.. what does that mean? it means that cash disappeared.. not cheques.. CASH.. means notes and coins.. omg.. $12+ disappear.. hais.. i nvr tell lady boss bah.. i dunno why disappear.. maybe got someone with 3 hands bah.. so suay.. in the end.. i pay up loh.. but Eileen say cannot i tank alone.. so she feed in some cash also.. hais.. i dun wan find out who lah.. no pt.. coz we temp.. even if we know we cant actually say ar.. den as well say we nvr collect properly..
nvm bah.. lesson learnt.. next time i will keep the cash in my wallet.. MOST SAFE DE.. i so fat.. ppl take my wallet i sure know.. hais.. suay lah.. dun wan talk about it.. today earn lesser by so much..
other den that, my day was quite ok.. lady boss gave me a bag of mooncakes.. wow.. she these few days mood swing ar.. keep buying things for us.. something is wrong loh.. how can a tigress give u food??? impossible.. or maybe she wasnt so bad after all.. dunno.. time tells..
anyway, today was quite a busy day for me.. learnt stuff.. call ppl.. usual bah.. hmm.. now i change my mind to accounting job ler.. its quite ok bah.. i sort of dun hate it.. neutral feeling towards it bah.. the only thing i dun like is: i dun like to sit and rot and grow fat and do nothing about it.. its cui one.. i am unsure of my future.. maybe i not made to be an accountant..
today when i talked to kj, i felt some strange things.. i cant explain it in words. my eng sucks.. i realise quite a bit of stuff.. hais.. i think i have to continue to fight bah.. no point surrendering when u are 20 yrs old.. cant admit defeat now.. if not how are you gonna live the rest of ur life? it hurts but i need to cover the wound and grow stronger.. and yes, stand up and fight.. 1 fall 1 lesson.. i cant afford to fall on the same mistake twice.. i dun have the luxury of time to do that.. a person cant improve without mistakes.. but a person might not improve if they chose not to learn from their mistakes.. well i hope to start to learn soon.. real soon...