LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao
There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Sunday, September 21, 2008, 11:13:00 PM
Destined Destiny
Sun-Day
no work day.. woke up at 4am today.. juz woke up and cant go back to slp.. looked at the sky.. no stars.. nothing.. blank space.. listened to music with my phone.. listen till 8am.. den i went to make my sandwich.. life's like that for me..
8 am.. and i dunno what to do liao.. cui right? off no off same thing for me.. sometimes i see weekend also sian.. coz nothing to do.. as well go work to save some $$$.. earned some cash ler.. not alot lah.. but got $$ den i wan spend de.. if not all in bank also sian.. morning did nothing much.. stayed home and played 2 games of DotA.. wasted morning.. but wad else can i do?
play till around 12 i sian liao.. ONLY 12 LEH.. how to tuang until night? sian loh.. den in the end i go walk walk by myself.. i know its emo but bo bian wad.. i went IMM, walked around and tried on some clothes.. all cui.. either too exp or i cant fit.. walk around till 2+.. sian liao.. IMM big but nothing much to see de.. in the end i go orchard walk walk..
orchard so many ppl.. cui loh... all double de... like only i 1 person walking alone.. went Wisma, Taka and paragon.. there the thing all so exp.. only rich ppl buy one.. i walk around try a bit of this a bit of that.. den suddenly 7pm liao.. went to taka to eat dinner den go walk walk again.. saw this Adidas shirt..so common yet $75.. cui loh..nvm bah.. den walk till 9+ go home.. another wasted day wasted time..
tml work again.. sian? i dunno.. weekends also sian..everyday like no aim..earn money also dunno spend on what.. sometimes work is gd lah.. numb all ur time.. like prison like that.. no need think of what do to.. ppl will tell u what to do.. juz do loh.. no life? i dunno.. dun wan to comment on it.. what is life? what is my life filled with?
come to think of it.. do i have any happy memories? seriously i need to think to answer it.. 20 yrs, did nothing to be proud of.. pride? pride working in this small singapore company?? nah.. i am juz waiting for all these to be over.. hoping the twist to my life will come soon..