LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao

There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Monday, September 8, 2008, 10:44:00 PM
Almost Alive

Rainy Day

First day of the week.. went to work as usual.. ulu place but today theres hope.. coz Earlene zao liao.. so got ppl replace her.. and i guess correctly.. a new girl named Eileen.. she also in SP de.. 2nd year.. DBIT.. business it lah.. eh.. not bad lah.. we can chat quite a bit.. shes those chiong de.. hais.. quite different from me bah.. i those cui de.. and yeah.. shes quite cute..


Got another new girl today, take over Nicole de i think.. i dunno her name.. today too busy to actually talk to her.. so yeah.. i will get her name tml..


Today i realise theres a lot to do loh.. juz that Earlene last time also nvr do.. den she also nvr teach me.. all the procedures.. now i know the correct one have to start doing.. the sad part is i still have to do the corrections for all that Earlene has done.. nvm bah.. slowly.. at least i will learn if i do.. rather den sit there and grow fat..


I read somewhere that if u use ur brain enough, u are able to break down enough calories to become thin.. i look at myself in the mirror.. cui liao.. i think i nvr use my brain enough.. how to use i dunno.. but i know my brain is there for a reason.. have to buck up leh.. i think i wake up ler.. everything is not over.. nothing is over.. i still have my life.. although i wont be as good as others.. i want to live my life with pride.. as long as i have done my best.. theres no reason to regret.


Mathless day again, she talked to me yesterday.. she asked me: why i like her? sounds like a very logical question.. why? why? i guess i could name a million reasons.. but all these reasons goes down to 1 sentence:


-Coz A Girl Like Her Is Impossible To Find.


nope.. i am not becoming what i was.. i still liked her.. but yeah.. i need to accept the fact, the truth.. it hurts but i know i have to take it like a man.. Whether i should fight, that one i am not sure.. i dunno if i have the courage to do so.. well for now.. juz try to improve on myself bah..