LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao

There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Saturday, August 30, 2008, 12:24:00 AM
New Environment

today, no, yesterday go start work ler.. Jubilant International PTE LTD. its a singapore company la.. sell safety gds de, like helmet harness, gloves and all those shit.. i dun really care.. saw 2 girls from SP also.. but they from Mass Com de.. ok la.. know more ppl loh.. got 1 guy call daniel in the office. he damn power de leh.. everything he settle. wa lao, i think he gone the company will cui.. i anything duno all ask him. from write invoice to fax things to shred paper all those things, all he know leh.. no wonder lady boss like him so much.. sian la.. today ask the lady boss, she so fierce loh.. i wonder how her husband can stand her. i ask her if i can wear not so formal a not. den she say: what do you think? wa kao.. of course i think can lah.. aiya.. cannot la.. coz need meet client super sian loh.. so hot.. somemore the company in some bird dun shit place.. so hard to find. ulu de.. nvm ba.. 1 month only.. get some experience..

ok la.. i learn quite a bit of things.. really accounting sia.. from invoice to cheque no. den balancing. den calculating turnover and all those.. a lot of digest.. when daniel teach me, i like listen to lecture loh. write down everything he say.. even call client i got standard procedure de leh.. sounds zai hor.. anyway i like my office table.. like those in tv leh.. 1 section divide by 3. den 3 MAC BOOK. WTH. i stun loh.. why got company use mac de.. i tot all use windows.. sian kena own by mac.. nvm... learn! everything also must learn, if not go there, the pay so little, dun learn hor, den not worth it liao.

tml still got leh, 1/2 day tho.. 1/2 day still need wear formal.. wth.. nvm can see those 2 girls again, maybe can gossip some office politics.. 1st day already got liao leh.. see how ba..

34 days ler.. everyday i tell myself not to count, but.. i juz cant do it.. i thought getting more stress from work can make myself numb from the reality. but it cant work la.. still think about her.. that moment at bugis, cannot forget sia.. when i say no feeling when go back there, of course is bluff u de la.. how to forget??? i also want to forget.. i hope i can forget her as easily as how i can forget my fom. anyway i think something happened. i feel sad too.. hais.. dunno what to say la.. everyday i tell myself, over ler la.. wake up la.. everyday i still count the days.. dunno why leh.. dunno what can save me. juz now quarrel with my dad over some bike thing.. sian loh.. everything's not going my way again. today no rain.. but also no rainbow..

jialat sia, my work everyday de.. how i squeeze my time for myself leh? everyday 9-6, quite xiong leh.. i wan play bball leh, but no time.. see how ba.. wa juz now kim tag my blog. i quite stun leh.. how come so many ppl know de? i dunno how come terence they all know also.. they dun wan say. and ya, the girl is not rujun, pls dun anyhow say pls.. i mind de.. if i wanna say who she is, i would have said..so pls dun ask me about it.. the most sad part is everyday i dun feel gd, but i have to put up that smile or crack jokes in front of others. if not its so not me. ppl say i emo.. i really so cui meh? i dun understand how come ppl like terence can be such a perfect guy. gd looks with brains.. i dun think its luck loh.. emo den emo la.. as long as i know what i doing, i think its ok ba..

and ya, if ur got any suggestion that i can improve on, pls write -->

i wan to make myself a better person. improving is the key, not success.

i wish i dun think of her like what i did yesterday.