LEAVING YESTERDAY
Wenyao
There are some things in life we have no control over, and that's what destiny is.
Thursday, August 28, 2008, 12:07:00 AM
First Blood
Rainy Day
Started to blog coz i realised i have a lot of things in my heart to bring out. and for those who think its for someone, you are wrong. this blog is solely for me to spill wadever i have in my mind and for those who appreciate me.
it had been raining these days, ppl say that rainbow will come out after the rain. i dont think it makes sense coz i haven seen my light yet. 32 days le, i haven woke up from being lost. how i wish i could juz delete memories like my stupid computer. i tried pretend that nothing happened and everything is back to the past. well, thats a nice way to deceive myself. i tried that but it juz didnt work out.
exams over ler.. but i dont really feel the sense of relieve. i haven really being studying in the past few weeks. cant really concentrate. well, if i flung my papers this time, i wouldnt be surprised. this break, i also dunno what i want to do.. everyday i wake up, i tell myself i dont wanna waste that day. but somehow, i juz dont do anything useful. well, i am still looking for a job, i keep delaying it.. but i know must start ler.. if not no point to work.
target for this break:
1.) make myself a better person
2.) get some job and learn something
3.) try to improve my english
hais, so old liao, still dunno whats good for me. sounds so cliche, but its me. tml how i dunno. i hope tml is not like today. sometimes i feel i really useless sia, do nothing that is good. study cui, play game also cannot make it, dun look good, so fat still eat so much junk. 20 yrs all wasted on me. ppl 17 yrs old ricky pubio go nba. i 17 yrs old also dunno doing wad.. now think of it like wasting air, resources on earth. wasted my 20 yrs, dun wanna continue wasting ler.. aiya talk's so cheap, no point also.. if i aint gonna do anything about it, no one's gonna do anything about it. its my life and if i dont really care, how fked up can i get?
~Cos A Girl Like You Is Impossible To Find